My sister

Well this morning I have an awful headache... it doesn't feel "hangovery", I didn't drink that much last night, and after everything that's happened over the last year, I can't help but worry that it could be mets. Paracetamol now taken, so we'll wait and see.

The other reason for the headache could be stress. My sister is driving me crazy, and at times I wish that she could move away, or not be my sister - and then I'm afraid to say - I wouldn't miss her as a friend.

I tried calling her yesterday, and for once - we had a very pleasant conversation, and I thought we'd moved on from our big argument a few months ago. But, oh no - just I said that I was taking her husband's advice to "unfriend" each other on Facebook, (she knew about this advice, as she had read the message he sent me), she blasted off "and by the way...." This is never good as it means she is restarting the fire that I'd hoped was now burning out. "I am not over sensitive..." (Could've fooled me by this talk) "I'm not going mention this again but I feel very strongly about..." And that was that, from a nice conversation, trying to move on and forget about it. I know that this will always be used against me. Whenever she wants to have a dig about anything - she will mention this argument.

Me being me, I just tried to apologise again, wishing that I could delete the last few months from life. I also sent her a text blaming myself - and I know that I have been responsible. But I just wish she'd look in the mirror sometimes, or listen to what she says and how she presents her case.

Martin knows exactly where I'm coming from and doesn't understand how/why I put up with her - I don't know how either, but the reason why is that she's my sister.