Ten year anniversary...

Well today is my ten year anniversary and I feel very happy apart from one thing... And I hate myself for this... No present! Apart from flowers, which I'm not including, as I would usually get these, and we're in Cornwall (where we'd be anyway, 'cause it's half term) so I will probably leave them here...

I hate myself for being like this, it upsets me that I feel like this. In fact, I don't know what upsets me more... This feeling that I should have received something, when I have a lovely life, with fantastic husband and gorgeous son. I almost want a "prize" for this. Someone to say well done, you did it. Here's a present for your efforts.... Or whether I am upset that Martin hasn't bought me a present....

Perhaps I am just very shallow.

Perhaps I will buy myself something later, so I can congratulate myself.

I just hope that I am not to grumpy today and I don't have a go at M.

Fingers crossed.